I used to be mad but now I'm just sad. How did you kill the love that we had? If i knew how to extinguish my love maybe id feel better. I'm trying to distinguish my emotions in these letters. But trying to channel my depression always leaves me with a long confession of love. You think i'd've learned my lesson. No heavenly ideals from above like a steadfast love are going to save me from this hell. My future is a certainty now of longing alone and everyone can tell. Theres no breaking this spell unless i decide to let her go. And to that notion my heart beats N-O-N-O.